I knew this is happening and yes it happened. It is the worst of all. Before everything came to a reality i knew it will not turn out well, but heck. At the point of your life there will definitely be a screwed day and yes it just happens. Every time when this day comes, its tension and everything but after that it is well lucky did not screw that bad. But definition of screwed to everyone is different, perhaps thats called expectations. When expectations arent met, disappointment is the next. Nothing is always smooth sail i guess, so i think i just got to throw this part of my life out and move on. I just hope i dont kill myself this semsester again. Grades is always seems so important to ALMOST everyone, in fact it is important for us to move on to another level. I would say, without setbacks, we never get to see ourselves working better. Perhaps I need some more time to digest the numbers that i just saw.